Subject: Kim Taehyung, born December 30, 1995 — Capricorn

Performed: July 18, 2019

Original Post Date: November 27, 2019

Spread: Cosmic Alignment by BlueMoonPunch

Deck: Black Moon Astrology Cards by Susan Sheppard

Time: 2 hours

Details: The Cosmic Alignment reading is designed to showcase an individual’s personal energetic alignment with cosmic influences. It can be considered an Astrological Alignment reading as well.

Pre-Reading:

• November 27 NOTE: lol, when I actually wrote this reading I was still really tired from trying to connect with Taehyung’s energy so I just kind of smashed the most summarized summary of the cards above into a doc and that’s all I have of it. Keep in mind these issues were present in July around the energy of the eclipse when high shifts were occurring globally and collectively, they may not (most likely) be prominent now. Still interesting to look at though.

The Devil (rev.) + The Lovers (rev.) — Conscious/Subconscious and Unconscious/Soul alignment is completely out of whack and working against each other, therefore putting both sides at a standstill.

Death (rev.) + 10 of Swords (rev.) — Soul transformation and conscious level mental transformation are completely out of whack and working against each other, therefore putting both sides at a standstill.

The Star (rev.) + The Emperor (rev.) — External guidance, full-on divine intervention, and the conscious level free-will are completely out of whack and working against each other, therefore putting both sides at a standstill.

This was more than frustrating to see, but what can you do?

I had a rough time getting a clear read (as always) with Taehyung’s energy, even while simply observing the core, but eventually I got the same stuff as always, just this time it was a bit more straight forward as these energetic blocks between the core and the layers of consciousness have become more prominent and clearly defined the further ahead everyone else moves in the integration process.

Since I know it gets a bit repetitive when it comes to the Soul Body stuff, I’ll just give you a quick rundown on what I was getting for Taehyung at the time of this reading.

Energy is still being filtered into to him through Hoseok, but Hoseok’s current state in relation to the Soul Body is becoming stretched, as in he’s anchoring to the body to continue filtering for a couple of the others but is already ready to detach. 

• November 27 NOTE: For all intents and purposes, he has detached completely, as in the influence he had on the others on a soul level is not present anymore. They are vibrating separately, but still moving towards a general “sync” which would then allow them to kind of “snap” out of the soul body. In general, in very simple terms, the soul body is dead and the bones are trying to come through the rotting flesh, and as they do, the joints will separate more and more. 

This is something I discussed in his Internal Alignment reading. So, it may become easier at some point to initiate a conscious level transference between the two, but right now, Taehyung is just not receptive to anything on any level. Or he’s very deliberately, on a subconscious level, trying to avoid the shifts and integration process, which would be a matter involved in his split-core where the ego is dominant. 

• November 27 NOTE: The issue of the split-core was the main problem as it was holding onto a “shell” of conscious awareness that pretty much put Taehyung in a completely separate box to his subconscious mind.

This would have been a much bigger issue before as this could have negatively affected Kook’s integration back when the energetic connections and balances were so strong and reliant on one another, that if one person was even slightly off, it could throw off the balance of the entire body. However, since the integration process has progressed pretty far along, those lines are shutting down, making each energy center much more independent and less likely to be affected by the state of another. So, seeing as how Kook is in a good place with his integration and Hoseok is reaching a peak in the current phase of his process, Taehyung’s issues on a soul level and within his core energy are not affecting anyone else. It might not even be resonating consciously for him, which would make conscious level transference (what Namjoond does and Hoseok will do eventually) difficult for him to take on like everyone else. 

The Reading:

Most Prominent Cosmic Influence:

Fifth House — Creativity | Virgo — I Analyze

I was seeing Virgo as a representative of the whole system of energetic transfer and filtration that is set up for him, and then the Fifth House being a point of self-actualization and pure projection of the self without any filter… which is hard for him. 

• November 27 EDIT: This has changed quite a lot in a very positive manner which shows effort on his part to self-actualize and with this influence coming from Jimin, it shows reception to conscious level transference through observation - which may put it as more subconscious but there is recognition on a conscious level. I talked about this recently in the Conscious State/Outlook of BTS mini-reading.

This energy here is literally so rigid and hard, like it’s dense energy because it’s not just “influencing” him, it’s trying to work with his soul while working against his ego which, as I mentioned, is an extremely dominant aspect of his core energy that has put up an insane amount of blocks especially towards self-expression and projection. 

Especially since these are cosmic energies, they are hitting him in a way where he could consciously be brought to try and express himself, try to project in an honest way and literally just not know how, or feel like there’s a huge struggle in doing so but just not be able to pinpoint what that issue actually is. 

• November 27 EDIT: That’s what’s happening with his influence with Jimin where there is conscious awareness, but the actual progress is more subconscious. 

I’ve talked about that before in his Elemental Alignment readings (Part 1 + Part 2) with how he really likes painting and photography, yet when he does both of those things he does not carry a personal touch, he mostly copies the work of people that he admires, creating exact replicas of their work, almost as if he’s trying to express the soul of someone else because he can’t seem to express his own — talked about that before as well.

Current State of Alignment: North Node — Life’s Purpose

FRUSTRATING!! This is seriously so pressurized because on multiple levels so much stuff is being shoved into small timeframe and small receptors to try and keep him in line with everyone else so that he isn’t literally being dragged along, which would only further affirm that sense of not really being a person on his own. 

With the North Node as the current state of alignment I was seeing this as the North Node, Chiron, and Rising all being shoved together and processed all at once rather than using his imprints to map that process out. Like the longer it takes him to actually fix that core energy issue, which I don’t know how that would happen without him being consciously aware of the issue himself, the more compact the process becomes, the denser it becomes. It’s like, in the beginning, it would have been like having 10 pillows dropped on his head, one every minute, and then it became 5 shovels of dirt, one ever 30 seconds, and now it’s borderline one anvil about to come crashing down on his head in the blink of an eye and its not going to feel very good — this is literally giving me a migraine. 

How The Alignment Manifests:

Solar Eclipse — Revolution | Scorpio — I Transform

And here would be the anvil smashing down on him… 

I don’t think I need to even explain this one, but in simple terms it’s like the anvil crashes down on him, he gets knocked out, and he wakes up in the pits of hell where he will be forced to consciously deal with his core upsets which are rooted in subconscious issues that are repressed… so like… yeah. Not a fun trip. I can’t even begin to imagine how that would actually manifest physically for him because right now it just feels like getting sick and being left alone in a hospital while thinking everyone has forgotten about you. 

• November 27 EDIT: This is kind of funny now because the image of him being sick in the hospital goes along with Jimin being the Heart of the soul body and acting as an infirmary for the other energy centers when they were broken or out of alignment. The only difference is that right now this is occurring within the layers of consciousness. So, it’s like Taehyung is in the “Heart Infirmary,” like Hoseok was once upon a time, but it’s more superficial which is actually much more beneficial for him. Still a process to work through, but it can be done a bit easier from this perspective, I assume.

How He Can/Should Work With These Alignments:

Moon — Soul | Jupiter Return — Benefits

Subconscious analysis, reconnecting with the soul, his emotions, and his subconscious mind. It may be beneficial for him to utilize his Jupiter Return, which should be coming up soon, to access higher aspects of his awareness (how would he know to do that? I don’t know.) especially if his Jupiter shares aspects or placements with Pluto, the 8th House (Scorpio), the 9th House (Sagittarius), or Neptune.

Literally, his Jupiter Return may be the point where the anvil drops as he might carry more receptive energy at that time. There may be significant aspects in the astrology at that time that allow him to be more open as well. 

• November 27 EDIT: Not even kidding, his Jupiter Return is occurring right now. According to his basic birth chart, he has Jupiter at 28 degrees of Sagittarius and currently, transiting Jupiter is at 28 degrees of Sagittarius and JUST had that epic conjunction with Venus (highly associated with Jimin) a couple of days ago, and of course, that feminine energy in Sagittarius is really all about opening up, and expressing the heart in a very real way not only for other people but for yourself... interesting. Funny how that played out, lol. Of course, where this hits in his chart, as in which house this actually occurs in for him.

Lesson Being Learned:

Void of Course Moon — Missing | Lunar Eclipse — Change

This is kind of obvious, but I was getting mostly visual stuff for it, so it might be kind of weird. Basically, he’s going to learn or he needs to learn once that anvil drops that he is a Lunar Eclipse. He is the Earth perfectly aligned between the Sun and the Moon. He is the Earth casting a shadow on the Moon as the Sun casts light on him — the superficial Earth is on display over the subconscious and emotional moon. 

• November 27 EDIT: This could actually relate to the Jupiter Venus Conjunction in relation to the Moon in the previous set. Like this could have aspected his Moon or his highlighted the roots of the 4th House for him.

I was seeing that in a few different ways. One had to do with him literally being in the spotlight and that being a cause for the ego to remain in control and therefore allows that spotlight of his physical appearance and the associated personalities to overlay the actual emotional and expressive core. Then it was a matter of his ungodly amount of cardinal Earth energy (Sun + Earth, Fire + Earth in that lunar eclipse visual) overpowering any sense of Water energy, any feeling of fluidity that can be expressed in a way that isn’t a breakdown on stage (extremely unfiltered) or extremely filtered as he is with his creative hobbies.

Basically, he would learn that the Moon is missing, all of the energy, awareness, and guidance of the Moon is missing and he is the one blocking it out. As I mentioned before, he seeks out other people's creative work to try and find a soul connection there, he looks for a soul outside of his own because he can’t connect with his, but the only reason he can’t connect with his is because the subconscious aspect of his ego, a part of himself that he has suppressed and detached from consciously is running things.

It’s complicated but visually it makes sense, but that doesn’t make it any less frustrating and painful to work through.