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Relationship Reading for Park Jimin and Kim Taehyung


Subject: Park Jimin and Kim Taehyung

Performed: October 16, 2018

Original Post Date: October 17, 2018

Video Version Uploaded: August 14, 2020

Spread: Relationships and Connections, original design by BlueMoonPunch

Deck: The Linestrider Tarot by Siolo Thompson and the Rider-Waite Tarot

Time: 2 hours

Details: The Relationships & Connections reading is designed to showcase the romantic, platonic, or familial relationship between two people and put their connection into perspective by presenting what is gained and from the relationship as well as the highest potential of it.


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*The video version includes cleaner narration and “2020 Notes” to elaborate and clarify points made in the original reading in 2018.


Pre-Reading

As always, Taehyung’s energy is weird for me to connect with and it was a bit difficult to really get anywhere at all even when I tried to use Jimin’s extremely open and unguarded energy as a bridge, so a lot of this is observation and not so much “tapping” into their actual energy as individuals.

When focusing in on core energy and how they mix, I was seeing more Water and Earth rather than Air and Earth energy like I would expect to see with the Libra / Capricorn mix. The water is coming in on Jimin’s side and, of course, Taehyung is basically a big ol’ lump of dry dirt in terms of energy. I thought that was interesting because, literally, Taehyung has no fucking Water energy in him, and I kind of figured that out or confirmed it for myself in his Elemental Alignment Reading.

It’s kind of an issue for him, but the fact that he’s getting Water energy from Jimin is helping, in a sense, but it’s not really getting in there. Their energy isn’t really mixing, it’s more like this Water aspect is coming from emotional understanding while the stability for Jimin comes from Taehyung simply being there to bring reality into Jimin’s line of sight when he gets a bit off center. So... it’s conscious, not energetic. Which I’m sure will make this all very difficult to explain.

This makes a lot of sense though because in one of the readings — might have been a group reading or a mini-reading — I think I mentioned that there is an emotional and internal balance for both of them where Taehyung provides stability (Earth) and Jimin provides movement (Water). It’s a bit difficult to explain it because I think I was tapping their energy when I saw that and for this reading, I wasn’t, so I don’t really know what I was on about with that.

Anyway, I was seeing a lot of secrets, or my personal visual symbol of secrets, which is basically just their own shadows but very dark and almost casting a perfect outline around them. I was seeing those shadows kind of “drip” sideways into each other. So, it was like they’re bonding over secrets, but they’re not actually talking about their secrets. They know they have secrets, they know they both have hidden parts of themselves, and even though they aren’t constantly talking about it, it’s something that makes them closer.

With this I was seeing them look at each other from across a room, both smiling, and when they would make eye contact, the shadow outline things would kind of spike out for a second. It’s like an acknowledgment on both sides, like literally saying, “lol, we have them fooled.” And before anyone freaks out, no, that’s not a bad thing, it’s not an evil Taehyung thing or a sad Jimin thing, it’s just… a thing, I don’t know. It’s their thing. From an outside perspective it can seem really off and weird that they have these hidden aspects of themselves and they know that, they know it’s weird and can sometimes even be harmful, but between them, it’s normal and okay. It’s more lighthearted.

However, that doesn’t mean either of them ever consciously dismiss each other's more negative aspects that can contribute to negative self-image or low states in terms of mental and emotional health, but they aren’t quick to berate each other over any of it either. Because they both understand their reasons behind hiding certain things and for “putting on a show” for the public, they are more caring with each other when something is actually getting out of hand and needs to be addressed. It’s like it’s all fun and games, and then it goes a tiny bit too far, and then one of them has to nudge the other and remind them to step back from the edge and kind of ground back down again. It sounds dramatic, but it’s actually pretty simple and casual in terms of how I’m seeing it.

They are able to communicate through the subconscious and conscious minds, however, their energy is kept to themselves. It’s kind of the same thing as the shadows and how they “drip” into each other rather than fully blend together or consuming each other. There’s an awareness on both sides, but they don’t connect energetically. I’ve seen this with them before, but I can’t remember if I wrote about it somewhere or not. I did look into it a bit more for this reading though.

Basically, they both have the capability of completely undoing each other. I saw what it would look like if the shadow outline things actually merged and they basically become one thing and then everything stops and it just collapses completely. Like, the opposition is key, they need to be disconnected in order to stay balanced. Even the opposition in how one of them will “pull the other back from the edge” is a form of maintaining balance.

A “higher part” — not sure if it’s the Higher Self specifically, but it is within the unconscious mind — keeps them both from merging within their energies so that on a conscious level they can remain independent in terms of thought. It’s weird because it’s like if they had met in this lifetime and BTS wasn’t a thing and it was just the two of them… they’d be like criminals or some shit because they wouldn’t have anything outside of themselves to hold onto and they would just thrive in that shadow shit… which is dope for a fanfic, but not so much for like, life and shit, you know?

So, what this means is that they connect to each other way more through the conscious and subconscious mind, so through verbal communication and physical communication. They’ll either talk to each other or touch each other and this conscious and physical focus balances out that unconscious aspect that is trying to keep them separate.

This doesn’t really hinder them in any way, and it doesn't mean they have any less of a meaningful relationship compared to other connections in the group where all levels are stimulated more. For instance, Hoseok and Yoongi’s relationship is way more energetic, subconscious, and unconscious — almost the exact opposite of Jimin and Taehyung’s, but when you look at them on the surface, they’re exactly the same because the level of energy within the lines that connect them by the soul are the same between all seven of them, no matter what. And that just has to do with how the Soul Body balances everything out.

They’re all equal pieces of the same original Soul, so the connections on a soul level are all the same, but due to energetic imprinting through all incarnation cycles they have developed separately and now carry different ports that require different balances between each individual connection in order to maintain balance over the entire Soul Body.

So, it’s not a bad thing that they are not connected energetically, it just means that more of that stimulation in the soul lines is being pushed towards verbal and physical connection. This can cause them to go through bouts where one form of communication/connection is put over the other depending on what is actually triggering that stimulation. (The subconscious aspect is triggered by something in the conscious mind, if there is not a trigger they’re just connecting consciously.) What triggers the stimulation can also dictate how public or private their connection is within that time frame.

That means that, to us, they can go from seeming really close, playing around, hanging off each other, having deep chats and sharing them, to almost seeming like they’re avoiding each other. Really though, they’re always super close and when they seem like they’re “avoiding each other” they’re actually in that mode where, as I saw it, they’re on opposite sides of the room looking at each other and smiling about how they’re fooling everyone.

To be more specific, this kind of vibe comes from the private connections because the private connections are usually triggered by one of them getting “close to the edge” in terms of those shadowy bits or the hidden aspects kind of starting to take hold in a negative way. They have some sort of deep and very personal chat in private and then publically, they play this game of hiding it, hiding the fact that there was something wrong with one of them for a second. It’s an unconscious drive to stay separated because when they have talks like that, that dripping shadow thing becomes more like a running tap and they literally need time to stay separated or else they’ll… start melting into each other, I guess?

So, kind of how Jimin and Kook’s relationship seems weird but makes total sense to them, these two are the exact same, lol. It seems really weird, but it’s very plain and simple to them with how this works. It’s just how they flow together and how they help each other and keep each other level.

With all of this, I got the final note of them really needing to make a conscious effort with their relationship. They need to be mindful of each other and themselves within the relationship because of the unconscious aspect of themselves trying to keep them separated on one level. It’s like the unconscious aspect is pulling them apart and consciously they need to push themselves together in order to create this nice steady balance where they are both upright and looking at each other in the eye. If they don’t put in a conscious effort, such as pulling each other back from the edge and taking initiative when they need to talk to each other, then they can be overtaken by the unconscious part that needs their energy to remain separated.

If that happens, the separation in energy can become so prevalent that it will manifest through the unconscious, subconscious, and then the conscious mind where they may feel that tension physically and mentally. They could become quite sensitive to each other, they could be more reactionary and argumentative towards each other. They just wouldn’t have that balance anymore and would probably find it difficult to understand each other on a conscious level, let alone communicate subconsciously.

Luckily, they are in balance though and have been since forever pretty much, lol.

For this set here I was going to try and see how their energy connects because surely their cores mingle somehow, but no. The only thing I got out of that was the 9 of Swords and The Devil, so… yeah, that’s just what I saw with the whole shadows mixing and collapsing. So, legit, they don’t connect energetically at all. So, instead, I focused in on the energy lines within the Soul Body to see what that energy looks like.

Now, just to be clear, the energy lines within the Soul Body actually connect each of the guys’ Higher Selves to the others while also anchoring those energy centers in place within the body. Every one of them has a line for every other member, they all carry the same amount of energy, however, the frequencies within those lines as well as what travels through those lines is different. Also, how the energy centers of the Soul Body connect and balance has zero influence over how the guys connect on the surface consciously. The energy centers influence the core, which then influences the soul. The core and soul contribute to projected energy, and the projected energy is what I usually look at with these readings.

So, the Soul Energy connections can be mirrored within the conscious mind, however, they do not have direct influence, it’s a completely separate thing.

Anyway…

There’s some high-vibe shit here, of course. The Ace of Wands and The Ace of Cups were the first ones out, followed by The Magician and then The Lovers. Then I asked for a final summary of that energy line and Justice with the 6 of Pentacles came out, both showing balance and the process of exchange, which… that’s literally just the energy line in extremely basic terms, so…

For a bit of context, in the Soul Body before the Soul Body healing, Jimin’s energy center was off to the side underneath Yoongi and across from Jin, while Taehyung’s was down in this little compartment place with Kook. Now, in its proper sequence and formation, each of the seven energy centers is in place of the seven main chakra centers within the body. Jimin’s energy center is the Heart Chakra and Taehyung’s is ruling over the Sacral Chakra. With these two, you basically have love and sex mushing together on a conscious level in terms of energy, which is probably why they need to stay separate within their energies because that kind of passion, drive, and ability to manifest would bring about exactly what I saw in terms of “living life on the edge” and going balls to the wall and all that, lol.

But literally, the Ace of Wands with The Magician is the perfect picture of the Sacral Chakra in terms of how Taehyung’s energy center rules over it, while the Ace of Cups and The Lovers is a perfect representation of how Jimin’s energy center rules over the Heart Chakra.

The 10 of Pentacles above and between the two sets show exactly how they merge. Specifically, the Sacral Chakra and the Heart Chakra are big portals for manifestation. However, the Sacral Chakra is more inclined to manifest through mediums and actions, while the Heart Chakra manifests through energy. In even simpler terms, sex versus speaking in order to bring about change in a relationship (Sacral Chakra relates to sex and the creative aspect of sex — children — as it sits within the pelvic region and is associated with the passionate energy of attraction and drive, all of which can be associated with sexuality and creative pursuits.)

The Magician holds the Wand, he uses a tool (lol) to create something, he’s directing energy through a tool or medium, whereas, the essence of The Lovers is a spiritual connection. “Eve,” the Divine Feminine, speaks to the Angel through her intuitive connection (Water energy) and relays that information to “Adam,” the Divine Masculine. She herself is the tool, she is the conduit of energy.

SO BASICALLY, you have more Divine Masculine energy being carried through Taehyung’s end with the Sacral Chakra, while the Divine Feminine works through Jimin (he carries a lot of the Divine Feminine, Taehyung almost has none at all). Both of them create “sure energy” as in, it is sure to manifest, it is sure to construct things that will allow everything else to work out in their favor.

When it is balanced (through Justice) and exchanged (through the 6 of Pentacles), then you get the 10 of Pentacles, and that is the energy that they, together, contribute to the Soul Body, through their joint energy line.

It’s a little confusing, but it’s all in there, lol.

The Reading:

Since there is no energetic connection and I have a hard time connecting with Taehyung’s energy, I continued with the observational reading and tried to zero in on the conscious and subconscious aspects of their relationship. This can lead to a bit more “temperamental” reading as, of course, the conscious and subconscious mind can be disconnected and can change frequency just as quickly as one can change their focus of thought. I still tried to get on some more of the stable outputs that I thought were more grounded and not all over the place.

Energetic Contribution To The Relationship:

Jimin:  The Devil (Rev.) | Taehyung: King of Swords

With what they both contribute to the relationship, it seems that the whole “give and take” kind of vibe contributes to their ability to balance each other and themselves. Jimin contributes The Devil reversed. The Devil is Taehyung’s card in my head, and no, it’s not because I think he’s the devil, it’s just because The Devil card is Capricorns card, lol. Basically, it’s that Earth energy. Taehyung has a lot of Earth energy and it’s very dry and hot. It doesn’t move and it makes it difficult for him to really feel through things or go inside of himself. It’s like baked clay, it’s difficult to penetrate. I’ve gone into it in detail in his updated Elemental Alignment reading so I won’t over-explain it here, but basically, Jimin takes that away.

Just as we see in the energy reading, as well as what I was getting when I was observing their connections, Jimin contributes a lot of Water energy. He softens that Capricorn/Earth energy and makes it easier for Taehyung to move around and breathe. It also has the more literal meaning of breaking down internal restrictions within Taehyung.

On the flipside, Taehyung is contributing to the King of Swords, which would be a counterpart to the card that I associate with Jimin, which would be the Queen of Swords. The King of Swords is all about stability and a connection to reality through the logical mind. It’s almost like Jimin takes away some of Taehyung’s Earth energy and absorbs it, and this is how he gets stability from Taehyung. That’s some Libra shit, lol, just kind of absorbing parts of other people.

But this does show that give and take between them as Jimin takes away the harshness of that Earth energy and Taehyung gives the clarity and stability that Jimin sometimes lacks within himself. Very interesting.

How They View The Relationship:

Jimin:  Temperance (Rev.) | Taehyung: The Fool

Right now, there may be something a bit off but this is mostly on Jimin’s side. Just a bit of imbalance within the relationship and that may be coming from Jimin, subconsciously at least, feeling as though he’s taken the Earth vibe from Taehyung, but it hasn’t contributed the stability aspect of it. While Jimin can take the Earth energy, Taehyung still needs to be there to give the stability and clarity, it that makes sense. It doesn’t seem like that’s happening right now. Jimin did his part, but Taehyung hasn’t.

However, The Fool card literally looks like he’s running over to Temperance to help them get flipped around again, lol. As I mentioned, focusing in on the subconscious and conscious mind can give some ups and downs that very well may have only been within a five-minute timeframe, so who knows what’s actually happening here?

Either way, just here at this moment, Jimin is feeling a bit, not at all well compensated for his part of the balancing act as Taehyung is carrying that Fool energy, the free-flowing, easy-going vibe that comes from that Earth energy being cut in half. It’s a little weird, but because this is more in the conscious mind I can’t really get anything too clear and I don’t want to pry too deep in case it is something more personal, you know with their secret shadow shit or whatever.

In spite of that, they are both consciously seeing the fact that it is a balancing thing and that shows that they are aware of the need to consciously put effort into maintaining the relationship, which is very positive.

Current State of Relationship: Three of Pentacles

So, yeah, it’s like they’re in a process of exchange right now. It’s like Jimin is imbalanced with shit right now and maybe he was getting stability from Taehyung, but something’s happened and he kind of needs more now? Maybe? Either way, I caught them in a time where they are probably doing the verbal communication part of the “”transaction”” and then it will build up and be balanced out later on.

I didn’t actually see a timeframe when I was observing their dynamic, like how long each of these processes lasts. It looked like it was literally one quick talk and then everything was good, but this makes it seem like a lot more time and effort is actually put into it which I guess makes sense, especially when it comes to Jimin who can be just a wee bit apprehensive to asking for help or implementing help. Also, he’s not the best at realizing when he’s gotten close to the edge, so I imagine he can get a lot closer to it than Taehyung.

It’s hard to explain, but again, it’s just their process. So, Jimin is imbalanced right now, Taehyung is coming to the rescue just as Jimin would do for him, and they are going to be building up that balance again over whatever amount of time they need. I guess.

Highest Potential of The Relationship:

The World | Nine of Cups | Justice

Straight up balance within the emotional and physical realms, just as conscious and subconscious connections would have it. At their peak, they are completely balanced within themselves and between each other. Both sides are emotionally stable and have equal amounts of Watery movement and freedom along with that stable and clear-minded Earthy energy.

The Justice card for me feels more in line with the unconscious aspect of keeping them energetically separated, while The World is more like them on a conscious level maintaining harmony and balance. Then between them, they find that nice, mellow, emotional and intuitive connection within the subconscious through the Nine of Cups.

All of that is what the 3 of Pentacles is currently working up to. This “highest potential” is pretty much their normal state of being, it just waves in and out as they each move through their own cycles. I imagine that this energy here is where they are when they are very close and happy and touchy-feely on stage or in videos. Like, they’re just so in sync and there’s so much love there that they just want to be around each other a lot. It’s a very strong connection that would be noticeable to the people around them.

This actually makes me wonder if this cycle of needing to balance reflects Jimin’s personal cycle of the “light sun” / “dark sun” thing, or if it affects his and Taehyung’s relationship the way it affects his and Kook’s. (read Jimin’s EA reading, or Jimin and Kook’s relationship reading to know what that’s all about) I assume it would because that cycle really affects how he functions and communicates, so surely it would affect his relationships all around with everyone. The difference here is that it seems that Taehyung is like the “first responder” but I don’t know if what he’s responding to is Jimin’s “dark sun” thing, or if it’s something more involved with those shadowy secrets… but Jimin’s shadowy secrets are wrapped up in the “dark sun” thing so…

I don’t know, I’m confused.

All that really matters is that they are actively and consciously putting effort into maintaining their friendship and they both rely on each other and act as support for each other in many different ways. Right now they are literally putting that into action and it’s very interesting to see even though it’s a bit confusing with the lack of energy to really tap into.

But yeah, that’s all I have for this one. Thanks for reading! <3