The Layers of Consciousness and Energy
Okay, so starting from the very middle you have your aspects, as in your literal aspects on your birth chart. Those are your “implanted codes” that were “installed” into your soul upon your entrance into this lifetime or life cycle.
Around that literal core, you have what I call “the core”. It ain’t really the core, obviously, it’s more like the core wall. When I see this in my head, I see a ball of colored glass and the light inside (aspects) shine through it. What makes up the “core wall” would be the energy of your Sun Sign.
Your Aspects are your coded being, they are the real you in this lifetime, whereas the core wall is the ego, it is your own conscious understanding of yourself. That is why you can see that there are red lines that extend all the way out into the more square looking things on the outside. The square lines represent your conscious mind.
So, the core and core wall are encapsulated by the Soul. The Soul is represented by the pink bit. I tried to color it with straight, vertical, and densely packed lines to simulate the high vibration of the Soul. Again, the core has been “installed”, it is not fully part of the soul, it is not who or what you are beyond the 3D, it is simply your “mode” here and now. This will change between lifetimes. This is why it is so beneficial to be aware of your aspects and to align with current cosmic shifts as they happen.
The Spirit purple “fuzzy” bit between the Soul and the accumulated energy (yellow). The Spirit is like a raw opening between the bare Soul and the extended energy meet the real world. This is where the “push and pull” between what people consider “fate” and free will is established.
The Soul and Core energy meet and mix, and then are influenced by the “core wall connection” (the red lines) through what the conscious mind picks up and what the subconscious mind (the round lines between the square lines on the outside). The Conscious and Subconscious influence would be trauma, social influence, and general low vibrational influence and manipulation. The Spirit of people is almost always polluted, therefore I do not read it that often.
The yellow field there around the Spirit is the energy output that is constantly generated by the vibration of the Soul. This is what the people who can see auras are looking at.
Those squiggly clusters between and beneath the Subconscious and the Conscious mind are where the Spirit starts to project through the ego and the Subconscious mind. This is what makes 99% of people on this planet lack self-awareness. This is from where people project their insecurities and pain onto other people. This is where self-righteousness, anxiety, fear, depression, hatred, misunderstanding, separateness, and self-doubt are. They are pollution and are, in fact, not part of the Soul or the “installed program”.
The energy (yellow) that is generated by the Soul continuously ripples out, it does not stay in a bubble or anything. It’s constantly moving outward. When people have a polluted Spirit, their energy moves through that and is what projects and forms the individual’s perception of reality. This is why it is good to be self-aware and be aware of how you affect shit, but again, due to low-vibe shit, most people are not, because if they were they wouldn’t be easy to manipulate anymore.
The energy that projects out (the yellow squiggly lines) is your frequency, it is the “vibe” that you give off. This is what you manifest with and, as you can imagine, when it is being projected through a polluted Spirit, you are stuck in a cycle of shit where you perceive the world to be rotten, and all that you see and receive is rotten in return.
Your vibe or your frequency goes into how you carry yourself, how you see yourself, how you communicate with people, and how you go about navigating life in general. This, of course, does influence the kind of people you attract, the kind of situations you can get yourself into, and the level of satisfaction or dissatisfaction you feel with life overall. This is ALL based on how you perceive the world around you, and again, that is based on the Spirit, which is polluted by the ego and Conscious and Subconscious influence.
If a polluted Spirit has to lead you to believe that the world is awful and disgusting, you will carry yourself as someone who lives in an awful and disgusting world. Your frequency will lower to that level, and your reality will start to match your perception. This is how you get stuck in cycles.
In order to truly perceive the world as good, you need to go through multiple ego-deaths and reconnect to all levels of awareness. Changing your life and your way of thinking is a lot more than just “training” your Conscious mind to be “more positive.”
How To Become Self-Aware
Become aware of your core wall - your ego. Look to your Sun Sign. If you don’t feel connected to your Sun Sign, you’re missing something.
Through the awareness of your ego, connect to your Conscious mind. Connect to and sift through your perception of yourself and the person you have made to show the world. Why have you chosen to be like this? How different is your ego from who you really are? What has your ego kept you from understanding fully?
That will typically lead you to understand the insecurities and fears that you have, most of which stem from traumas. No, you do not have to have had a horrific childhood and been severely abused to have trauma. The ego is built by the Conscious mind and is upheld by the Subconscious mind in order to protect something and to keep you separate from your Subconscious and you Unconscious mind (the blue balls that connect to the Soul.) Become aware of how you project onto other people and situations your own fears and insecurities. Be aware of your influence, both negative and positive.
Break down the pollution in the Spirit. Once you are aware of you own blindness that your ego has stricken you with, your vision clears and you will be able to see how blind everyone else is. You will see how baseless things like discrimination, hatred, bandwagons, hive mentality, trends, genders, stereotypes, expectations in general, and all the social shit like that actually are. Once you see that it’s there and you see how it’s affected you, how you have implemented these external “””rules””” you can break them and cleanse the Spirit.
When you clear the Spirit of all external influence, you become aware of the Self, of the Soul, of you at your core not bothered and untouched by low-vibe nonsense.
Connect directly to the Soul through the Unconscious Mind. Become aware of the Higher Self.
Connect to the Higher Self.
Become aware of your Coded being. Align with the Higher Self.
Transcend the 3D
Be aware this shit does not happen with a few meditations and a couple of candles. I am not exaggerating in the slightest when I say it took me 7 - 8 years in self-imposed solitary confinement to be able to get through all of that. No school, no friends, no online friends, no job, no family gatherings. Nothing. Just me and my brain and my understanding. Obviously, it’s not for everyone, but it is one hell of an acid trip to embark on, lol.