The Internal Alignment of Jung Hoseok
Subject: Jung Hoseok, born February 18, 1994 — Aquarius
Performed: July 14, 2019
Original Post Date: October 20, 2019
Spread: Internal Alignment, original design by BlueMoonPunch
Deck: Moonology Oracle by Yasmin Boland, Tarotwave, Rider-Waite Tarot
Time: 2 hour
Details: The Internal Alignment reading is designed to showcase an individual’s current state of alignment with their Internal Energies such as the Higher Self, Soul Urge, and Soul Purpose.
Pre-Reading:
A lot of interesting shit came out here to say the very least. I wasn’t trying to go with the regular energy reading just because Hoseok is a bit of a wild card when it comes to how his core is interacting with outside energies, so I wanted to just kind of let things come out as they needed to. The first card out was the Ace of Pentacles and with that, I heard, “it’s coming,” which is a pretty ominous thing to hear at the very beginning of a reading. It definitely doesn’t seem to be anything bad though, just something that is manifesting and seems to be leading to some kind of prominent shift between the physical and non-physical.
This was then followed by the Knight and King of Wands, the two of which came out together. If you’ve read any of the other readings I’ve done for him, then you know that these are his cards, however, they usually come out separately as an indicator of where his energy actually is. If it’s in a more defensive state, he’s the Knight of Wands, if he’s in more of an offensive state or just simply more in control and stable, he’s the King of Wands. So, the fact that they came out together following a sign of physical manifestation or a link between the physical and non-physical, I would have to assume that this is… can you guess???? It has something to do with the integration process!! No surprise there. I would assume that this has to do with the integration between the layers of consciousness.
Just the other day, (I did this reading around the Eclipses in July 2019) I was doing a lot of personal work, shadow work specifically, and I was being shown how anchoring energy and transmissions, as well as integrating them, requires more than just an awareness of your conscious states. In addition to that, it also requires a very direct and very strictly maintained alignment between them, which requires very high levels of awareness in order to actually hold, and draw things in fast enough and in a way that can have them physically manifest. This is what I had in my journal for it:
It was a whole thing, very dramatic, but it was mostly about awareness and subjective vision solely being a projection of 3D consciousness which actually distorts and drops the frequency of certain aspects of energy that you are consciously or unconsciously trying to anchor in. Hoseok has aspects of stimulated duality, his Fire energy, which is exclusively associated with his stimulus through physical planetary bodies. The Moon and Mars were the specific influences that I saw for him when the Soul Body was being manipulated and he was being used as a filter for the whole body for external influences. This time it was very, very, very much so centered towards the Sun.
There’s this interesting thing happening throughout this whole spread where there is an exchange between the physical and the non-physical and it tied into the physical aspect of Hoseok’s body and the physical body of the planets, along with the non-physical energetic influences of his energy being heavily influenced by the energy of those planets. I’ve mentioned before that he can be very harshly affected by planetary transits and astrological events such as the eclipses that are happening right now, along with other higher galactic occurrences such as the ending of the 13 Moon cycle.
When I was trying to figure out what was up between the Knight/King and the Ace of Pentacles I got this flash of an image that really gave me some brain pain. It was a very simple image and I was able to scribble it down real quick:
In my head, those curved lines around the circle were actually rippling out, kind of like when someone drops a stone in a pool of water and it ripples out in all directions. I don’t know why it took me so fucking long to realize, but this little image here is referencing the pentacle in the Ace of Pentacles and the wands in present in the images of the King and Knight of Wands, except in my head the circle was the Sun and the ripples were energy waves beaming out of it that were then being harnessed in that “tube” which was actually the two wands. The Wand, or Hoseok’s core energy is or will be acting as an antenna and he’s going to somehow be able to harness that energy, literally hold it in some way.
The balanced exchange here is symbolized by the Pentacle, a symbol of Earth, an item very grounded and in reality, mostly related to money, is being passed over by a non-physical body, the disembodied hand extending from the cloud. Then the Wand, which is a symbol of Fire, much more spiritual and energetic, non-physical, is being grabbed onto and held by physical bodies.
It literally looks so technical and machine-like in my head because it’s making me think of solar panels being put onto the rooftops of someone’s house, or someone literally wearing a solar panel on their body. The inversion of the physical and non-physical energies, especially as they are being represented by the Knight and King of Wands, two polarities that specifically associate with Hoseok’s core energy in relation to his place and influence in the Soul Body, makes me think that the filter process that he does unconsciously in the Soul Body is now going to be done on a very conscious level. He’ll have more influence and control in some way, stimulated by the Sun, by the will. Very interesting.
The other cards mirror this back and forth between the physical and non-physical aspects as the Page of Pentacles who seems to be mirroring the Ace of Pentacles in position as he holds up his pentacle in the same manner as the Ace, which then actually drops down into the 4 of Cups where a disembodied hand holds out a cup (the exact image of the Ace of Cups) to a man who is seen to be either sleeping or meditating under a tree. This then pulls over to the Knight of Cups, where the man in the 4 of Cups has received that new Cup, that new awareness, that new integration, and has then flipped on his head, has inverted his awareness and energetic stimulus in The Hanged Man where the non-physical becomes physical and the physical becomes non-physical.
I wanted to pull a clarification card from my Moonology deck just to get a better idea of what I was looking at. I got two cards for this, the first one being the New Moon in Virgo which has the note, “A time to give rather than take.” The second card was the Full Moon Eclipse (which at the time of this reading, the Capricorn Full Moon Eclipse is in two days), which has the note, “Conclusions are within reach.”
“A time to give rather than take,” really pulls that idea of inverting what he does. On a non-physical and unconscious level, he takes things in and filters them for everyone, but when it becomes conscious and physical, he will be acting as a solar panel, a pure conduit like Namjoon, where his own energy is being projected out in one solid space, not divided by the Knight and King, but held solid in the form of the Sun, his own will, and how it ripples out. “Conclusions are within reach,” brought me right back to that whole “it’s coming” thing that I heard at the beginning of the reading which still has me like 👀
The Reading:
Where The Higher Self Is Guiding Him:
Void-of-Course Moon — “Nothing will come of this situation”
Third Quarter Moon — “Adjustments are required”
North Node — “Step out of your comfort zone”
Gibbous Moon — “You’re very close to achieving your goal”
This is pretty on point with what I was getting in the energy reading. These cards came out altogether, but they came out in two sets as they are displayed with Void-of-Course and Third Quarter together, and North Node and Gibbous together. If you put them together they have a solid message where it’s clear that something that he’s doing now, his current state of being is dwindling and has run its course pretty much, therefore that shift of internal to external is necessary in order for him to enact a new phase following his integration. Then with the second set, stepping out of his comfort zone may refer to an emotional comfort zone which is something he would have to bypass in order to project his “solar panel” energy the way Namjoon does. And just the same, “you’re very close to achieving your goal” goes right along with “it’s coming” and “conclusions are within reach.”
It does have a very big and transformative vibe to it which, again, can have to do with the Eclipse energy that we are in right now as he is very directly affected by these energies, especially as they play out between Cancer and Capricorn, one very internal and one very external energy. He’s being guided and pushed towards this transformation and culmination, and it’s something that will happen physically, very noticeable to people, just as noticeable as someone walking around wearing a solar panel on their back.
Conscious Alignment: Eight of Pentacles
Between the conscious and unconscious, the physical and non-physical, there is an active exchange, not just one side pushing the other. The 8 of Pentacles shows that he’s doing something with this energy, which if it really is in alignment with the Eclipses, then it’s what everyone is doing, which is being very introspective and trying to figure out what they want to do and where they want to go next — how are they going to project the internal desire into the external world.
The image on this card really gave me an idea of how consciously involved he actually is in this. The image shows a man welding something all done up in his protective gear and whatnot, but in my head, I was seeing that blazing light as the Sun, as the Ace of Pentacles, as that rippling energy that he is so sensitive to calling for change. If you look at it like that, it almost looks like the man is wearing a hazmat suit as he’s approaching this object, this energy, this inner calling with great caution to see what it actually is. That’s the aspect of him needing to get out of that comfort zone, to get out of that inner filter. It’s not required anymore and he needs to work on not just getting close to the “sun” but getting naked and feeling the heat of it, holding it with his bare hands, eating it — I don’t know, just anything that removes those barriers, because right now, as the Void-of-Course and Third Quarter displayed, nothing will come of this situation where he’s observing this energy from afar but not integrating it on a conscious level or actively participating in the process of it.
How The Alignment Manifests:
Death | Six of Pentacles
AS I WAS JUST SAYING, he needs to get his own hands on that Sun, on that Ace of Pentacles, and look at that image in the Six of Pentacles. Those two hands up in the sky are holding the Pentacle, they’re embracing the non-physical that is beyond the physical, the energy that can be anchored in through the will. The Six of Pentacles also goes along with what was in the energy reading about exchange, balance, and giving rather than taking as this card is typically about charity and giving what you have to others, such as the hands in this image seem to be held out in a fashion that would suggest they are asking for money, but just the same, the other pentacles seem to fall from their hands as though they are giving that money away.
It’s a matter of not just taking on that energy and filtering it, literally taking on everyone’s pain and then not doing anything with his own. This could literally manifest as him being more open about his own deeper struggles and thus stimulating others to process their emotional states rather than just hiding from them (which is what he does now with that ~!~H.O.P.E~!~ stuff). It’s like time to get REAL and be HONEST and be in BALANCE and fully INTEGRATED rather than split down the middle, on or off, HOPE or DEAD, back and forth, bla bla bla, you get it.
Death is transformation on a very deep level and the best part about it is that Death signifies willful and internal transformation that proceeds external and physical transformation. Death presents an option to change, and when you accept it, things go pretty smoothly, but if you deny it and hold on for dear life to shit that just isn’t for you anymore, things that are holding you back, you get The Tower. The Tower ushers in a collapse of the external world, some very heavy and unstable changes that occur around you and leave you with absolutely no choice but to align with it and move forward. It’s much more difficult to align the internal with an external shift as it is against the will, whereas as projecting an internal shift that you lead for yourself out into the external world is much, much smoother. Hoseok, with the 8 of Pentacles, is embracing Death in some way internally, some big change is coming for him and he is currently in alignment with the process of it, he just seems to be considering things carefully and cautiously.
How He Can Maintain His Alignment: Seven of Wands (rev.)
This is purely about giving up resistance and not trying to control himself and filter himself the way that he does now. That doesn’t necessarily mean that he has to be super public about every single thought and feeling that passes through his mind, this is more about what he allows himself to feel and process on a deeper level, it’s personal. Again, the man in the 8 of Pentacles is in a hazmat suit observing the sun WITHIN HIMSELF where there is no danger, no need to suit up like that anymore. To reverse the Seven of Wands is to let go and stop fighting, to take off the hazmat suit and touch the Sun.
Lesson Being Learned:
Page of Wands | Ace of Pentacles (rev.)
Golly gee, what an interesting combination he has here. I was seeing the Page of Wands as the newly formed Fire energy where the presented polarity of offense and defense are integrated as one and the perspective, or how they are used, is completely shifted into a new state of being, a new beginning, a new phoenix rising from the ashes that was originally willfully burned by Death.
I was seeing the reversal of the Ace of Pentacles as a conclusion to this phase of integration for Hoseok, as in a complete energetic transference where the external stimulus is no longer needed as “the Sun” completely transmuted its power into the wand that the Page will now hold and use not for offense or defense (not for filtering) but for creation of his own inner likeness in the external world.
If you’ve read through the last ten or so BTS readings I’ve done, especially the ones from December 2018, I talked a lot about the integration of the “Sun” or the soul, or leading with the chest, which is what this integration phase is about for them where they separate purely from the Soul Body and move forward as individual souls with individual soul efforts and fulfillment that can be carried out now in this life as they have completed their soul purpose as a group.
That’s actually really cool though because that means that the whole “conclusions are close” and “it’s coming” may just flat out refer to the end of his phase of integration, which I honestly thought I wouldn’t be around to see, so that’s really exciting.
That’s all I have for this one, thanks for reading! :)