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Relationship Reading for Park Jimin and Jeon Jungkook (P1)


Subject: Park Jimin and Jeon Jungkook

Performed: June 15, 2018

Original Post Date: June 19, 2018

Video Version Uploaded: July 25, 2020

Spread: Relationships & Connections, original design by BlueMoonPunch

Deck: The Linestrider Journey Tarot and the Rider-Waite Tarot

Time: 4 hours

Details: The Relationships & Connections reading is designed to showcase the romantic, platonic, or familial relationship between two people and put their connection into perspective by presenting what is gained and from the relationship as well as the highest potential of it.


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*The video version includes cleaner narration and “2020 Notes” to elaborate and clarify points made in the original reading in 2018.


NOTICE:

I have done this reading for them twice - once while I was testing this spread for my shop and once more for this reading here. For the sake of showing you exactly what I’m seeing I am going to include both sets of readings here in this post. Also, this reading was channeled with automatic writing, so a lot of what’s going to be in here is straight from my notebook, as well as stuff added while writing this document. It might be a bit messy… but it’s Jimin’s energy we’re dealing with here, so...


Initial Impression (Pre-Reading):

This is an odd and very strange relationship that I honestly don’t know how to process - Because I had already channeled for Jimin before for his elemental alignment reading it was very easy to tap back into his vibes, and then from there I connected to Kook to see where their relationship is on an energetic level.

The image I got right at the threshold between Jimin and Kook’s energy was that of tissue paper (like the kind you stuff in gift bags, lots of colors) floating in black water. The tissue paper was very mushy and was coming apart, but it looked like little bits were being pulled away. It was a messy feeling, like very sticky, but at the same time the water, in spite of its dark color, was very cool and almost relaxing. It really reminded me of that part in Harry Potter where Ron reads Harry’s tea leaves and he’s like, “You’re going to suffer, but you’ll be happy about it.”

There wasn’t any indication that one thing was either of them, as in it wasn’t like Jimin’s the dark water and Kook’s the paper or anything like that. It was the merging point, more so that’s what their energy looks like as a mixed singularity.

There are layers to this relationship - In terms of where I can read, generally where I can see into a person stems from their core energy first, then their spirit, then the soul, then from there it’s very easy to get into the unconscious mind, then the subconscious, and then the conscious. (This process works backward for me as well, starting with body language and general projection.) So, that’s what I had to do with them because every layer, every level of awareness is something completely different.

I was seeing a frayed strand of string. Like the string was being pulled straight and there were clusters along it where the fibers were split and branching out. Every layer is its own thing, but still connected and seeping into the others.

They are not on the same page, but they are turning pages at the same time - There are personal issues being brought into this relationship that they are both aware of in the other, but only on a subconscious level. Actually, it’s more like on every layer there are issues, and their layers, as individual sets, are aware of the issues in other layers, but only on that layer.

Basically, what they show us is very different from what they show each other, what they show each other is very different from what they think, what they think is very different from what they feel, and what they feel is very different than what they are projecting… it’s a little complicated.

Romantic, platonic, or familial? - Again, with every layer there is something different, therefore it is extremely hard for me to discern any sort of clean-cut answer on romantic or platonic involvement, but also that can be something that is 1) not my fucking business, and 2) not part of their projected energy, therefore I am not tapping in deep enough to see that.

However, there is a sense of romantic love, in the sense of soul love, but it is one-sided. It’s more along the lines of… soul dependency?? Kind of? What I was seeing and what I was feeling was that of someone who was very, very concerned and focused on the wedding, but not at all concerned or even thinking about the honeymoon. Basically, no sexual attraction for this person specifically, but they think there should be. Kindaaaa??  It’s confusing. It’s confusing me right now as I’m writing this because I’m trying really hard to explain this, lol.

It’s just that the “Soul love” or “Soul dependency” is manifesting as discernible feelings, however they come and go so much that it basically doesn’t settle enough for them to THINK that they are in love or sexually attracted to the other person, therefore there is no real thought of, “Oh, I want him to be my boyfriend,” but there is a need to be around them, talk to them, touch them a lot.  

Make sense? Probably not but trust me, it gets more confusing than this.

Reading:

So as I mentioned, I’m actually showcasing 2 different readings that were done for Jimin and Kook’s relationship. It will be a little bit confusing as we go through it, but I am formatting it to be as easy to follow as possible. Just be aware that not all of these readings will be put up like this. This is a special case.

Projected Energy within the relationship:

Previous Reading:

Jimin: The Magician (rev.) | Kook: Death

Current Energy:

Jimin: Queen of Swords | Kook: Four of Swords

I’m sure you can already see that there is a big difference between the previous status and the current one. Luckily they still line up, but this is a pretty big shift in energy.

For Jimin, if you’ve read his Elemental Alignment reading, you already know that he’s got the “light sun” and “dark sun” stuff going on and that’s what this felt like. I already felt like I was being swept up in his cycle and it really feels like his energy “template” is the dominant flow for both of them. Again, very difficult to explain, but I’ll do my best to clarify as we go on.

So, with the previous projected energy, Jimin had the reversed Magician which for me was giving me vibes of him just pushing energy out but in the wrong direction. In blatant terms, he just wasn’t invested in the relationship at the time, and this was very deep, this is cloudy and genuinely from his core. It was something that manifested in ways that were most likely noticeable in very small ways to the public, things might have seemed off to the other members or people that know them personally, but for them they were aware of it, but it wasn’t anything tense. I got a big wave of Jimin’s energy where he is used to being in a cycle of ups and downs, and it was like Kook was along for the ride here.

At this time Jimin was probably in the mode of avoiding people, which he will do energetically and he can become very irritable it seems, but it doesn’t feel like ~angry~ irritable, but more like he doesn’t want anyone to look at him or touch him, and if they do he’ll walk away and hide in his room. Aggravation dealing with the stimulus.

I feel like this was being projected at everyone at this time, but the core was focused on Kook and staying away from Kook — however, there was nothing consciously there for it. Like, Jimin and Kook both knew what the situation was, but they didn’t talk about it and I honestly don’t think they ever have, it’s just something they know. Again, this is more of a Jimin problem and Kook is going along with it.

This has something to do with the Light Sun/Dark Sun thing. The Dark Sun, specifically, self-esteem, physical issues.

Now for Kook, he originally had Death for his previous energy within the relationship. That there would be the “just going with the flow” sort of vibe, just sort of letting it die so it can be reborn, over and over. He’s in the cycle with Jimin, he’s used to it. I was feeling a lot of space there like it’s not always reaching the conscious levels (it’s seriously like their souls are communicating, but their brains aren’t, but they still just kind of… know? You know?) but Kook does give Jimin space.

I had the image of Kook sitting on the floor and just sort of watching the other members move around Jimin. It’s like he backs out so other people can take care of Jimin when he’s like that because he feels like he’s not capable of taking care of someone, especially Jimin.

I think that might even be a conscious thing or at least subconscious. It’s like he experiences anxiety on the surface level around Jimin in those moments, and therefore avoids it, but on a deeper level, it’s because he feels incapable of helping even though he wants to. Also, this is coming from a very confused place too. I think he genuinely believes he can’t help people in general because he feels like he can’t understand what it is they’re going through in terms of emotional or mental issues. It’s a sensible way of thinking though, kind of like he doesn’t have the tools to fix a leaky pipe so he calls a repair person rather than just trying to figure it out himself and potentially making it worse.

Because of all of that he was taking on the energy of DEATH. He was literally just letting things run their course, kind of absent in the situation, but aware of the progression of it.

In terms of dynamic, in the energetic sense, Kook does seem more submissive because his energy itself seems very easily manipulated or molded. I don’t know if that’s how he is with everyone, or if it’s just with Jimin. I think it might be, but I can’t be too sure.

[INTERMISSION] 

So, right at this point, I had some sort of fucking energetic overload from Kook.

What had happened was, I was just edging in a little bit deeper into Kook’s side of things because the energy did seem off and I was actually trying to see if there was energy manipulation happening here and I even made the comment in my head that their relationship seemed borderline toxic, and that’s when I got fucking slammed.

Literally, everything fucking flipped. It was a huge massive FLIP and I got dizzy, I goosebumps in waves all over, I had that static feeling in my fingers, I couldn’t breathe, and then I got this sharp fucking pain in my ear for a split second (that actually happens a lot when I channel for long periods of time, along with migraines), and then my ears were just ringing for two or three minutes.

I had to have me a fucking moment after that shit. Had to do me some breathing exercises, had to look out the window for a bit because FUCK that.

But yeah, Mr. Jeon don’t like his personal energy being tapped past the line of projection. That was my bad, sincerest apologies. Like, genuinely, I did cross a line there and I totally deserved to have my fucking brain melted. Not a problem. Lesson learned. Tread lightly around Kook.

But just to clarify for anyone concerned, there is nothing abusive between Jimin and Kook. I’m sure none if you thought that, but just in case that was what it seemed like, no need to worry. They just have a very odd balance that doesn’t make a lot of sense to me. It might make sense to them on one of two levels, but it’s just a messy picture for an outsider such as myself.

[end of intermission]

The only thing I was able to really see before I was energetically punched in the face by Kook was just ocean waves slamming into really jagged rocks, and then those rocks being very round and smooth when the waves rolled away. There was also an image of Kook being split down the middle, which was specifically more in the conscious and unconscious realms but it was more so dealing with him being somewhere between an adult and a child, like struggling pretty hard with that. Everything else was past the line of projection, so I’m not going to even bother digging into the waves and the rocks.

So, now we can get to their current status.

For his current energy within this relationship, Jimin has the Queen of Swords.

This is carrying the exact opposite energy of his previous state. He’s carrying the qualities of the Queen of Swords in terms of his focus being on the relationship now, a lot more involved, but he is also anticipating the future of it. It’s still not a very positive vibe because he’s anticipating the next “down” part of the cycle and he’s trying to hold onto where it’s at now, I think. It was all foggy again, but I could see Jimin putting the sword in the ground, but it wasn’t to claim something, it was more like he was sticking it into the ground so that he could hold onto it, like trying not to get swept up by the dark sun.

Back to the layers thing again, it’s like he is very focused on the relationship on one level, then on another, he is thinking about the future of it, and then on another, he is observing himself within the relationship. Like he’s monitoring himself, he’s scrutinizing himself. I think the level where he is focused on the relationship is his conscious mind, but this focus is not separate from the group relationship between him and the other members or his family. He’s trying to be better with everyone, not just Kook, but there are levels where he is focused on Kook, but they’re a lot deeper down.

Also, the word “protector” was something that came up for him. The Queen of Swords can be seen as a protector. He’s trying to maintain a flow and hold some stability. I think this is on a deeper level, this is coming from the dark sun side, so it’s coming up more abstract, but maintaining a flow is what it feels like, or just maintaining it in general. You know, trying to keep that sword in the ground is the same as keeping his feet on the ground.

When I focused on the subconscious side for this it felt more like Jimin was afraid of accidentally abandoning Kook, or slipping up somehow within his role in the relationship. I think they are conscious of the “down” of the cycle, but it feels like it’s always hindsight. I don’t think either of them knows what triggers the “down” and I know I got to the trigger (kind of) for Jimin in his Elemental Alignment reading, but I don’t know if it applies here too.

Jimin views Kook as a kid and it’s connected to his view of his own brother. He’s compensating his less involved relationship with his brother by acting as Kook’s protector.

There is some shame for Jimin around the fact that Kook has seen that “dark sun” mode. Out of everyone else, friends or family, Kook is the last person Jimin wants to be open with in that way specifically. Kind of like how a parent puts on a brave face for their kid during a crisis in hopes that the child will actually be brave themselves. It’s about setting an example while also being the protector.

Although, you can fucking believe me when I say Kook does not fall for that shit, because as we know, Kook isn’t actually a baby. I think this might be another reason why Kook gives Jimin space in times of “crisis” — because he knows Jimin doesn’t want him to be aware of the “crisis”. I think this can make Kook feel very helpless because he doesn’t even get the opportunity to learn how to fix the leaky pipe.

It’s all very strange, the energy goes back and forth, it’s up and down, it’s all warm and fuzzy, then it’s being torn apart in dark water like I don’t fucking know what this shit is.

I’m 99.9% sure that this weird energetic cycle follows Jimin’s own energetic cycle, therefore making him the dominant one. At the moment, Jimin is aware that he is in a good place mentally and he is trying to hold onto it and he is almost using his care for Kook as an anchor, like he has to stay sane for Kook, but that’s just on one level.

Jimin is dependent on Kook in this way — different levels of dominance and that’s why it seems like there is energetic manipulation happening, there’s this constant push and pull.

Kook’s current energy in the relationship is the Four of Swords and this might actually explain why I was ATTACKED by his energy. Both Jimin and Kook are in good places in this relationship right now, a good place in general, and it’s sort of their place, their personal idea of good. From the outside, it might not look good or special in any way, but it’s comfortable on a subconscious (?) level — this is one of those things that mingles in with a few different layers all at once.

They’re in a good and comfortable place now because they’re in the realm of Jimin being well enough to be in charge. Jimin is currently acting as the protector while Kook takes on the role the baby, the child, the younger brother. For them or between them, when Jimin is in charge it means Jimin is in a place of confidence and self-assurance. He’s well, he’s happy, he’s stable. That’s what they both focus on.

Neither of them acknowledges the previous state and that’s why I was given that outburst of energy from Kook. He is, on all levels, protecting Jimin from the fact that he is aware of Jimin not always being a bright and shining sun. He was also trying to keep people out from seeing that part of Jimin from his perspective even though that is actually something that is very strongly projected from Jimin himself. That means I can fucking see that shit if I focus on Jimin, but with Kook I get a fucking brain hemorrhage.

Kook hides the bad bits for Jimin’s sake, however, he never really forgets about it or looks past it the way Jimin does.

Kook is a lot more aware of the cycle than Jimin is.

Kook does understand that the image is what is most important to Jimin, so on all levels he will always project light onto Jimin’s positive traits and he will lash out at anyone that tries to point out the more negative, such as the potential negative effects he could have on the people around him, which… you know… that’s what I was trying to look at.

And that is how he protects Jimin. He only focuses on the positive traits and allowing him to be in charge or act as the protector, because when Jimin is in charge it gives him a sense of being stable and needed by someone, and being able to love someone — It’s a very complicated mix we have here.

So, now let’s get onto their personal perspective of the relationship itself. This is supposed to cover conscious and unconscious but… you know… shit can’t be fucking easy with these two, can it…

How They See The relationship:

Jimin’s Previous Perception: The Tower (rev.)

Jimin’s Current perception: 7 of Wands (rev.) | Page of Cups

With the reversed Tower as his previous view, it was very much showcasing exactly what I was putting down up there — the relationship is Jimin’s stability in some capacity. The relationship is the opposite of The Tower, opposite of a catastrophe. Keep in mind that Jimin only considers this a relationship, he only engages on all levels, when he is in a positive mindset, so literally, the avoidance of disaster, the avoidance of the downside of the cycle is the relationship. It is a stable place and that’s how he was seeing it then.

Because this was coming up as a reversed Tower card, I feel like this was a perception based on desperation. It’s as if he felt like he was in the space of the upright Tower, like he was in a state of catastrophe which would be the dark sun, and so he was kind of thinking that re-engaging in the relationship would get rid of it. However, he was still holding onto that mindset where he does not want Kook to see him or speak to him when he’s in that low place.

Now, in his current state Jimin has the reversed Seven of Wands paired with the Page of Cups. This is where it gets fucking weird and interesting and not at all easy to fucking understand.

So, in general, the Seven of Wands is struggle, like fighting to maintain your place, whether it’s upright or reversed. I was actually reading this in a few different ways because of the presence of the Page of Cups. Originally, she came out on top of the Seven of Wands, and that was pretty significant to me. I read the Seven of wands on its own first, and then with the Page of Cups attached. There was an interesting dynamic to the two energies mixing and it seemed to be showing multiple effects on multiple layers between Jimin and Kook.

  • It’s literally a struggle to maintain the Page of Cups, the idea of a new beginning, the life after death, the beginning of the cycle, the high part. As I said in his alignment reading, it’s almost impossible for Jimin to actually break the cycle even though he is aware of it up to a certain point.

  • He’s struggling to maintain his dominant position because within one of the layers he is aware of Kook maturing (we’ll get to that in a minute) and thinks that this maturation will make Kook not need him, therefore he would lose his sense of purpose or being needed. Of course, this is nonsense because Kook is more than willing to literally “be the baby” just so Jimin has someone to take care of so that he can have something to hold onto.

  • This progress and maturation that Kook is going through actually affect Jimin’s “dark sun” shit because it’s almost like — this might be subconscious or even conscious at times — he is jealous of it, jealous of the progress and Kook’s talent. Again, this is not a “Jimin hates Kook” sort of thing, this is a more “I’m still not good enough” sort of thing on Jimin’s part on one or more levels. It just bubbles up sometimes for him. This is more on superficial things though. I think he’s mentioned plenty of times before that he is actually envious of Jungkook’s singing and dancing and all that even though he’s literally on the same level as him, even above him in some aspects.

This might be another reason why he avoids Kook when he’s in the dark sun mode — because Kook might actually be a trigger for it. I don’t think he consciously acknowledges this, and this doesn’t seem to resonate in Kook at all.

This might be the cycle between them:

  • Jimin and Kook happy times, spending time together.

  • The more time they spend together, Jimin notices how much Kook is progressing, how good he is at everything.

  • Jimin starts to resent Kook on a subconscious level, starts to slip into the dark sun mode, self-hatred, this would become conscious.

  • Avoids Kook consciously and energetically, but the reason related to Kook is still rooted in the subconscious. Jimin only processes the self-hatred on a conscious level here.

  • He then feels unstable without Kook because Kook provides a purpose for him, thus making the happy times and spending time together look like the antidote to the low times.

  • He seeks Kook out to resume the relationship and the cycle starts again. And that would confirm that Jimin’s personal energetic cycle dictates their relationship.

Yeah, so there’s that, I guess…

I really feel like I have to keep letting you know that this DOES NOT affect Jimin’s conscious level. Any kind of resentment towards Kook is not part of his common thought process. He genuinely loves Kook and he is extremely proud of him, but on a subconscious level, it’s like he’s hearing people talk about Kook and it’s causing him to scratch at a scab without really thinking about it, and then it starts to bleed and that’s when he’s like, “Oh, shit, look what I did”, and then it just manifests in his conscious level as some low time bullshit, something he then tries to hide.

Unfortunately, it does make sense as Jimin’s ups and downs are triggered by self-hatred and his self-hatred is triggered by him constantly comparing himself to other people. None of this is coming from Kook at all, there’s not even a line going anywhere from this pocket of energy where this shit lives, it’s just sort of there and it’s like… festering??

It’s like it’s just been shoved down. So, there’s a good chance that at some point Jimin was genuinely jealous of Kook on a conscious level but shoved it down because he felt bad about it, like he understood that it was his own personal issue that was making him think negatively about Kook, so he got rid of it. It’s literally like he’s forgotten about it, but it’s still affecting him on a subconscious level.

And what’s really interesting here is that Jimin was AWARE of the issue specifically because it was directing negativity at Kook, which means Kook could actually have a really good shot at helping Jimin identify ALL of the issues in a way, but unfortunately, at this moment in time Kook doesn’t think he can help.

These two are quite frustrating…

Kook’s Previous Perception: Ten of Pentacles

Kook’s Current Perception: Eight of Wands

With the original set Kook had the Ten of Pentacles because of course he would. It’s nothing but stability and safety when the relationship (when fully engaged) is on a positive note. And there was a lot coming from this the first time and it was strange and now it’s even more bizarre because of the “crossing the line” thing I did.

Basically, it all really felt like a sure thing for Kook. It’s not a problem, there are no problems. When there are problems he takes on that Death energy and lets them run their course and waits for the “real Jimin” to come back. Like, he, on a conscious level, refuses to really acknowledge the negative aspects of Jimin — that’s one of the things that follows through on all of the levels — and so when they are in the “dark sun” stage Kook disengages, just like Jimin does, and he waits.

This is not even close to something that we would actually see play out between them, especially on camera.

The closest thing you might see of this is Kook seeming to purposely ignore Jimin even when Jimin is trying to engage — this almost mirrors Jimin’s need to NOT be around Kook for reasons he doesn’t really know, as in Kook will avoid Jimin when he is in a low place, even if he is hiding it well, because on a SOUL LEVEL he’s like “you’re not the real Jimin”.

And as I mentioned before, Kook is very willing to “be the baby” and that’s coming from an odd split-down-the-middle issue with his age and his maturity level. I know he has expressed before that he doesn’t feel like he’s grown up any and he feels like he’s not an adult, and this isn’t a positive thing, it’s not like, “Oh, I’ll be young at heart forever!” it’s like a genuine point of tension for him within his subconscious emotional processing.

I can relate to this, and I’m sure some of you can too, so I’ll try to explain:

I had to stop going to school when I was 14 and I finished all of High School online after moving away from my hometown. I had some severe anxiety issues and because of that I literally did not leave the house until I was 21, just last year. I did not, in that time, have any friends or any sort of social interaction, and because of that, the people that I used to know, the people I went to school with were still 14 in my mind when I entered my 20’s. So, it’s very jarring for me to see them on Facebook or in public and they’ve gone to University or are married with children. Just seeing people my age and finding out that they are actually my age wigs me out because I’m like… “aren’t you like a decade older than me?”

It’s weird because it distorts my view of people my age and it makes me feel like I literally haven’t grown up any in spite of the fact that I definitely did grow up and mature in one way or another. It can kind of take you out of reality and then you feel like you’re behind everyone simply because you don’t line up socially with people your age anymore.

Kook is sort of in that realm, but not quite so severe. These issues are hardly projected at all anymore, but it’s something on his mind and it’s something that gets picked at within this relationship on a subconscious level. It might hit on a conscious level as well since, at this point, he has started to pull away a bit, and he’s hanging out a lot more with people his age on his own.

So, basically, Kook stopped growing “normally” when he became a trainee. 99% of the time he is the youngest person in the room. And yes, he’s not that much younger than the other members, but culturally speaking a couple years difference might as well be a fucking decade.

Then you have that same struggle coming from his branding in BTS. He’s the golden maknae. He’s always going to be the maknae. He’s always the baby. He does struggle with trying to figure out how much he can mature without wrecking what he thinks most people like about him.

So, he has issues with age, and he’s relatively sheltered in a way, and I’ll probably get into that when I do his Elemental Alignment, but he doesn’t want to choose between being a baby and being an adult. However, he finds it demeaning, on a conscious level, to be the baby all at the same time.

Within the sheltered thing, he wants to be the baby because, back to the 10 of Pentacles, everything is taken care of, he’s taken care of, he can be carefree, literally be as a child. You know, it’s easy and much more comfortable, it’s harder for him to mess up, and we all know he doesn’t like to mess things up or do things wrong. In this relationship, he was PREVIOUSLY very comfortable with this being his stable place, being connected to someone who would actively baby him without jabbing at him and making fun of the fact that he does sometimes come off as a lot younger than he really is. But again, he did and does feel like this is demeaning to himself, even though subconsciously he was doing this for Jimin.

It feels like this view of the relationship, considering the previous status overall was more like an exaggeration, just like Jimin’s reversed Tower, sort of seeing it as a lot more than it really was simply because they didn’t have it at that moment.

Currently, Kook has the Eight of Wands for his view on the current state of the relationship. It’s still a very positive light he’s putting on the relationship, it’s a very hopeful card in this deck, a little bit… you know… childlike in its hopefulness. It’s about putting a lot of energy into something because you believe in it. They’re both trying really hard to keep Jimin in his current mental space. Kook’s energy isn’t even resonating here that strongly. He’s very focused on Jimin with this card, all the hope is specifically for Jimin rather than the relationship itself — like I said, he’s starting to pull away from it, but not in a way where he wants to not be friends, just more of an “I want to grow up” sort of way.

state of the relationship

Previous State:  The Hanged Man

Current State: Nine of Pentacles

This is the more objective view of things, the relationship as all whole, including all the layers of nonsense, and here you can really see the difference between the two states.

The previous state is very simple, it is exactly as the card would suggest — it was just sort of suspended. It wasn’t “turned on”, Jimin was disengaged, and Kook was just waiting on a soul level. On a conscious level, they were more so in a place of being just a bit more than cordial with each other.

I would like to point out that this is not a positive place to be on any level, this “just waiting” and cycle riding nonsense, whether it be conscious or just on a soul level. There is some weird energy splitting happening because of this and it’s like it’s depleting one of them and lowering the vibration of the other, and if it spreads out, as in it spreads along that frayed thread and has a fuller effect on the other layers, up into the conscious layer, it could affect their relationship negatively in the future.

Most of this weird energy is stemming from their soul connection.

Obviously, the current state is positive because they’re in a high spot right now, which is great. Nine of Pentacles is like winning something, it’s like working and working and working, and then BOOM, you got your prize. It’s definitely not a 10 of Pentacles or anything, you know, it’s not super secure and guaranteed. It’s just what they have right now. Simple as that honestly.

Highest Potential:

Previous Potential: Queen of Swords (Rev.)

Current Potential: Two of Swords (Rev.)

I want to put the actual description of the previous card, the reversed Queen of Swords, because… well… just keep Jimin in mind with this one, as well as his elemental alignment...

*sips tea*

With the reversed Two of Swords for the current potential outcome, it’s not the best. Like I said, the way they mingle on a soul level could lead to negative outcomes on a conscious level down the line. Honestly, there might be some past life connection or some shit that’s actually causing these odd splits, but I don’t know, that’s a whole other read.

When I mentioned “energy splitting”, I meant it more along the lines of Kook taking on Jimin’s energy a lot and the fog that Jimin carries is going to literally cloud everything for both of them. If it goes on as it is now, it could become very tense or heavy, or aggravating. That would be the soul layer affecting the subconscious, then manifesting in weird anxieties between them. I feel a lot more frustration on Kook’s side going forward though, more confusion from Jimin overall.

I mean, honestly, when I’m on the conscious and unconscious level this relationship between them is solid, like they are a support system for each other, they genuinely love each other, but it’s coming from such a weird and messy place, and it is going to start like… leaking into the other layers, and it will eventually get to the conscious layer. I can literally see it bubbling up more on Jimin’s side surprisingly, and because of that energy shift, Kook is following.

Again, this really isn’t something that we are going to see, this is years ahead, and it’s not like it’s going to be some crazy ass blow out or anything, it’s more like they’re going to rip apart and just sort of exist separately. There is one soul that is more dependent than the other, so that one, in particular, would probably have a very tough time with this, but I don’t see it being anything awful or horrible. AND THIS IS ONLY IF THEY DON’T ADDRESS THEIR ISSUES WITH EACH OTHER AND AS INDIVIDUALS, THIS IS NOT SET IN STONE.

Currently, the only way we would see this projected at all through the subconscious mind, AKA body language, would be through very small changes in their patterns of interaction with each other such as intentionally avoiding eye contact and avoiding physical contact (both at the same time, not just one of them). This would be how we would see the core connections, conscious level connections, and souls fighting in a sense. That avoiding physical contact/eye contact on both sides would be like the core level putting up a block, almost making it… cringey?? Uncomfortable?? to make a connection with each other.

FINAL THOUGHTS:

I have no fucking thoughts. I have no fucking idea what any of this was.

Read Part 2: Relationship Reading for Park Jimin and Jeon Jungkook (P2)