Subject: Park Jimin, born October 13, 1995 — Libra

Performed: July 22, 2019

Original Post Date: December 14, 2019

Spread: Planetary Blessings, original design by BlueMoonPunch

Deck: Chakra Reading Cards by Rachelle Charman and the Rider-Waite Tarot

Time: 3 hours

Details: The Planetary Blessings reading is designed to showcase the most positive energies and influences that are gifted to you through the main cosmic bodies that settle as major influences in the birth chart as well as in the physical state. The Planetary Energies, which can also be associated with their respective Gods and Goddesses, that are channeled for this reading are the Sun, the Moon, Mercury, Venus, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus, Neptune, Pluto, and Earth (Gaia).

Pre-Reading:

When it comes to ports and receptibility on a conscious level to cosmic energies, Jimin is lacking a bit as shown by the reversed Lovers. This isn’t a negative thing at all, it just means that he isn’t aligning with them within the layers of consciousness, but is still being influenced by them externally… as most people are, lol. This is shown by The Chariot and the reversed Knight of Pentacles, showing a more physical and external charge that he is not in control of. So, it’s like, in terms of cosmic influences and planetary charges, he’s in The Chariot, but he’s not driving. He’s got a cosmic uber. He’s not working with them, he’s being carried by them.

However, the external influence is also coming from other sources as shown by the King of Pentacles that supports the reversed Knight. This can be one of the other guys, especially Hoseok, as he has a deeper energetic and soul connection to Jimin as well as a much higher receptibility to cosmic energy.

Everything in terms of planetary influences and blessings is shown here to be not affecting conscious level states as he is not aligning with them, but they are being projected through external sources and influences, almost like subliminal messages that come through the conscious layer first and project into the subconscious layer rather than starting at the unconscious and then projecting into the subconscious. This is reflected in the reversed Justice card (Libra’s card — Jimn’s conscious mind) feeding into The Moon, then Temperance, the 10 of Cups, and then the 9 of Cups. He’s being guided and influenced externally as a way to clear paths and get him to where he needs to be and where he wants to be as a soul, but a lot of that may be against what he wants (based on fear or insecurity) on a conscious level, which is what puts him out of conscious level alignment with himself and causes that lack of receptibility on that level.

The Reading:

Blessing From The Sun: Integration

This goes along with what I just said at the end of the energy reading about him being guided along his path through insecurities and fears in order to get him to where he needs to be. Visually, I was seeing this as containment, as if Jimin is in the center of that image where that little ball of light is, very similar to the idea of him being in The Chariot, being carried by these energies. The message on the card says, “The frequency of Integration supports our embrace of every aspect of ourselves, allowing what we perceive as positive and what we perceive as negative to harmonize in a balanced symphony of life.” Fear and anxiety are integrated through the Sun, through his Libra energy, through reflections of others — basically, affirmations from other people help him to stabilize and keep his head up enough to move forward confidently.

Blessing From The Moon: Throat Chakra

I thought this was interesting because my focus was taken in a bunch of different directions with this. First, between the Throat Chakra and the Moon, there was a connection referring to the past life trauma that has “bruised” his throat chakra, which I talked about his first Past Life Reading. (Part 1 + Part 2) It’s the subconscious influence of the Throat. Then it was a matter of self-expression, being able to express very fluidly his emotions through his voice, specifically singing though, not speaking, a more creative, Moon-heavy aspect of the voice. It’s almost like he’s being pulled in two different directions by the throat and it’s supplying strain specifically because he is not consciously balancing it himself. This is an inner aspect, a subconscious aspect, a personal aspect that can’t be affirmed away by someone else’s words or praise. Basically, the blessing here is that if he could affirm himself (and actually believe what he’s saying) then he would hold that Throat Chakra in a much higher state, he would heal himself.

Creative writing, or songwriting and producing like he’s been doing, can help him explore that for sure.

Blessing From Mercury: Synergy

I really liked this because this slapped me with Libra/Air energy so hard. Mercury, a planet of communication and education, is extending and really opening up the general accepting and considerate energy of a Libra. I mean, that sounds a lot less BIG than this is actually coming off visually, but seriously, this is like ripping him open. What I was seeing with this visually was Jimin’s ribcage being ripped open and then butterflies flying out. The butterflies are attached to strings that extend from his heart. Those butterflies then fly out to other people, all people, everyone and ties them to Jimin’s heart. He’s not aware of those strings until he consciously connects with another person (because of the lack of receptibility to these energies) but it still creates a very loving vibe between him and other people. 

HOWEVER!! These butterflies carry Jimin’s energy, so the people that don’t mesh with Jimin’s energy don’t get a butterfly, they don’t have that connection, which heightens Jimin’s awareness of that misalignment. Nothing that doesn’t produce synergy is not invited into Jimin’s space, however, that does not stop him from engaging with opposing energy due to personal or business obligation.

Blessing From Venus: Fertility

Venus blessing a Libra with Fertility? Golly, never heard of that before. 

I’ll keep this short as I think this is kind of obvious, but this is about sex appeal and general attractiveness that allows him to draw other people in. He can use this to his advantage obviously, but because of that slight skew that comes from his lack of internal stability, it can attract the wrong people or the wrong kind of attention. As an example, I did a reading on how Jimin affects strangers and that kind of vibe is what this is bringing. 

Blessing From Mars: Authority

And again, another non-surprising blessing. Mars blessing someone with authority is like an ice cream vendor blessing you with an ice cream cone. 

The aspect of authority comes from the realm of the will and being able to assert it, being able to hold yourself above other people… which Jimin doesn’t really do that often in a way where it’s vocalized or physically implemented. He can see himself as being above other people, he can act as though he is above other people, however, he doesn’t always assert it in positions where he can see someone else as being in authority. Someone older, someone bigger, someone he considers to be more talented or attractive, in his eyes will have more authority. And with that something seems very black and white about it. Like, if someone else has the authority, he instantly has none, but he will still maintain that sense of integrity. He might not come to his own defense but he’ll come to the defense of those that are carrying his butterflies, or he’ll stand up for himself but only when he’s being pushed and pushed and pushed into a position to do so. This is a matter of confidence, something related to the need for affirmations from other people, a need for that kind of push.

Blessing From Jupiter: Sacral Chakra

Again, sex appeal, but also artistry and beauty. With Venus and Jupiter giving blessings through Fertility and the Sacral Chakra there is a very big welcoming energy here for abundance, like getting hella rich, and getting hella love and admiration. It’s all there wrapped up in a basket full of talent and inspiration and skill, but as with everything, he’s not getting the whole thing. I was seeing this like Jupiter and Venus making a big dinner and filling Jimin’s plate with a bunch of different kinds of food on it, but because he’s not receptive to all of it, he just focuses on one thing at a time rather than seeing the whole plate. So, it’s like he could think he’s a good songwriter, but then he’ll think he’s bad at singing and can’t pull it off. Or he’ll think he looks good physically, like totes gorgeous, but then in the same stream of thought think he’s not a good dancer or that he’s not doing as well as he could. Everything is offset to where he’s getting one bit of food at a time, but the whole damn feast is right there for him. Like, we as the audience can even see that it’s ALL there, but sometimes he genuinely can’t.

Blessing From Saturn: Change

Again this hit in a few different ways, on a few different levels. Saturn is a hardass and the blessings that this energy brings may not always seem like something positive. Change is quite interesting here because this is something that even on a soul level Jimin seems to struggle with. Specifically, I’m thinking about his position in the Soul Body as the Heart Chakra, as the anchor for the other guys and their energy centers in the body. There’s this whole issue that I’ve discussed a few times in a few different readings about how Jimin, on a soul level, is not a big fan of separating from the others or the body. In that sense, the aspect of change and separation is very hard on him, plus he’s got that Libra/Venus level of sentimentality on a conscious level, something he shares with Kook. 

Basically, Saturn is ushering in change, which in the grand scheme of things is a blessing as it will give him the opportunities to grow and extend out, basically get away from the need for affirmation as he separates from others and experiences that change. On a conscious level, this can seem like the world is crumbling, and I suppose that’s how it is on a soul level as well. Even though the Higher Self knows the positive results of that change and separation, the soul lives in fear of having no purpose while Jimin, on a conscious level, fears being alone and forgotten. 

So, again, Change is a blessing, but he may not perceive it as such if that change means putting distance between himself and the people who have his butterflies.

Blessing From Uranus: Divine Feminine

Uranus is the higher mind, higher awareness, and the aspect of conscious imprinting through which our perspective evolves. There’s so much that this connects to and I’m seeing it visually and I don’t know how the fuck to actually explain it. This is connected to Venus, which Jimin has a very, very strong imprinting of on a soul level, which is what connects him to Kook energetically. The aspect of Divine Feminine also relates to his openness to other people, that sort of “submissive” quality to other energies and influences, along with the strong and stable way of filtering or feeling into those energies in order to know what is right and wrong for him. This also has to do with the sex appeal, fertility, creativity and creation itself that comes from Venus and Jupiter. There’s a lot of Jimin’s energy that resonates with the Divine Feminine and Uranus, the aspect of evolution in the mind is like holding a giant neon sign telling Jimin to look at it and embrace it. 

And I think that is really interesting because if you consider how they all had to have those weird ~tough guy~ personas in the beginning and Jimin was trying WAY to hard to be this macho dude, coming off way insecure with his height and muscles and whatever else, to the point where he would try to lower his singing voice a lot and would end up cracking and losing breath. Like there was all of that, then he shifted out of it, embraced his voice, his body, the certain appeal that sets him more within a balanced state between feminine and masculine projections. Then from there he just like GLOWED THE FUCK UP. He still has troubles with self-perception and all that, but he’s way better off than he was back then when he was trying to put himself in a box that he did not belong in. This is that evolution of perception, helping him to lean more into a state that is natural for him where he can really find that personal confidence which he can affirm on his own. Of course, the process with this is slow and drawn out, but with that flashing neon light, I think that there will be these bursts of noticeable progress here and there as there was before.

Blessing From Neptune: Soul Time

I feel like this goes along with the aspect of Divine Feminine energy in the realm of intuition, as Soul Time coming from Neptune gives a higher awareness and perspective of life itself. There’s meaning to everything. There’s love, there’s passion, there’s happiness, there’s connection, there’s experience and it all existed before we were alive and it will exist far beyond death. These are like unconscious aspects of Jimin’s awareness, and it feels like this lends to the conscious manifestation of sentimentality as well as his ability to “turn on” for the stage. It’s like he can enter those frequencies and just be in them, and feel them, and not fully be aware of that shift consciously, but still embrace it as LIFE itself. 

It’s just this very deep, deep, DEEP sense of purpose and significance to everyone and everything that breeds passion and dedication as well as a lot of love and appreciation within him on a conscious level. 

Blessing From Pluto: Conception

Something about this really took me to the realms of rebirth, which is something that Pluto can trigger, but with Conception being the actual blessing, it literally feels like a seed. Like a fertilized egg that hasn’t actually grown into anything yet, it can’t be birthed yet, therefore Jimin can’t experience the rebirth. It’s one of those blessing, something that might show up in his chart, that has to be unlocked or activated through something else. I imagine Uranus and Jupiter have something to do with this. It has to do with a shift in awareness, which leads to a shift in self-perception, which then would activate the awareness of Jupiter and Venus’ dinner, which he could then eat and let this fertilized egg grow, and then he could experience the rebirth. The blessing is a guaranteed evolution of the self. 

Blessing From Gaia: Empowerment

And how lovely! Gaia, Mother Earth, brings the blessing of Empowerment. The blessings of Gaia are prominent and visible to the people that receive them. They are grounded in the physical reality, they are conscious, and they can be felt very strongly by the individual. This here is really, really nice because it’s something that gives reason or purpose to why Jimin can, at times, be so insecure and have such a low perception of himself, yet can always perform at his absolute peak, can always find it in him to support the others and play his role, can succeed in what he does. No matter what, he has his own support, his own sense of stability and trust. I think that’s what it is really. It’s just trust. Just as an example, he could not like the way he looks in the mirror, have an issue with the way he looks in that moment, but still would trust his legs to carry him and hold him up. He may not think he’s a good singer on occasion, but objectively he trusts his voice to hold a note. It’s a dualistic state, something that is very, very prominent for him, something I’ve talked about way back in the beginning with his Elemental Alignment reading. It’s very interesting to see that reflected here as well.